2016-11-30

To nobody in particular

"I've thought hard on what was emotionally so different about McPherson's short timeframe versus my unquestioning belief in a much longer one. Obviously, the longer timeframe means I'd get to live out my natural life.

I had never, for one second, consciously entertained the idea that human extinction was conceivable in the near term.

In other words, I'm basically okay with the sadness and anxiety about some far-off future generation seeing the collapse of humanity. Just not this one. My one." --Rachel Stewart: What to do when your days are numbered. We carry on, as humans are no good at facing up to possible extinction. New Zealand Herald, 30.11.2016

A great introspective piece by a journalist, mentioning a few thoughts I had as well in that first moment of dawning, showing that, even as we are expected to stay professionally distanced and objective, we are still human beings wanting to live, wanting to thrive and be happy.

I recently caught a few questionable remarks from the Aurobindan community which really make me think that the stage of ossification into a religion has been reached. Something along the lines of, "XY foresaw another future, so it cannot be true", or, "If you do this kind of yoga you cannot believe this pessimistic stuff", or even, "You are doubting The Master. What are you doing here?"

Well, I'm not a pessimist; I don't live in the physical world alone. I don't "believe" in that stuff because believing is really a bad idea when it makes you stop looking for yourself. Read your master's works; s/he will tell you a word or two on "a life divine, but no religion."
Scientific data, as well, can only take you so far before you are on your own. Words, figures, opinions, predictions, holy scriptures -- none of those is truth as such, At best they can point at the truth. Every time we try to limit reality to a guru's, a teacher's, a politician's, a philosopher's, or anybody else's words we step off the path of truth.

I see what is going on around, and inside of me - not just since this morning; I do that because I have a rotten gut feeling about people's ways as far back as I can remember. I look at the world, I look at the data, and I think to myself, "Hm, that McPherson fellow got a point. Thanks for offering this perspective" -- which means I go about finding out what it means in relation to my life.

Does it mean I cannot enjoy a joke? Does it mean I despise people with a different opinion? Does rejecting "The Master" as my supreme master mean I am off the Path? -- No, no, and again no, quite the opposite in each case. I am still among those of goodwill; more than ever, I'd say, because this thing literally shook me up.

Do I fail sometimes? -- Yes, absolutely. Quite often.
Can my assessments be inaccurate, or otherwise wrong? -- Absolutely. It wouldn't be the first time, either.
Yet it is I who has to find my way, like you have to find yours, and no one else can walk the walk for any of us.

No comments:

Post a Comment